Perhaps it is true that the leopard can not change its spots. Forty years old, with three slave behind me whose paths have separated from mine, for quite a I thought long to get away from BDSM. But I have never lost interest in this world at times charming and very often depressing and disappointing.
For about six months I got in mind to select a new slave, best novice, with all the calm of a situation that allows me to not have any hurry. I wanted to choose from. So I would have acted like everyone in my situation: I placed an ad on a few dedicated and responded to as many ads.
The result was disheartening. Responded to my ad mercenary or just interesting and stimulating people. Worse then I went when I was replying to other people's ads. Well that was not received answer, otherwise they are also taken for a 'not adequate' I'd had in the mail that I sent, however, very dry and polite. Unbelievable.
The advantage I had, as mentioned, was not in a hurry. One day I get an email in which, along with congratulations for the content of my blog, a woman told me bluntly that I had thought that an ego on the edge of megalomania. " At the same time, however, professed himself to be attracted and intrigued by the way I myself and from what I had been able to guess about me from my writings. One thing he wrote in no uncertain terms: "that was not a candidate for slave," even cited.
My first reaction is was to accept the challenge implied in the words of the woman, because of what it was. Subjugate and subdue it using only the power of the written word and to do so without ever touching it, but not even allow her to see me live, she kneels at my feet. The task was not easy, because there was a natural reluctance and a real fear in her. The reluctance was due to a feeling of intellectual and cultural superiority in relation to most people (especially men) with whom he had to do. The fear was not able to meet a person who she perceived as rigid and perfectionist (correctly). [...] Continue
For about six months I got in mind to select a new slave, best novice, with all the calm of a situation that allows me to not have any hurry. I wanted to choose from. So I would have acted like everyone in my situation: I placed an ad on a few dedicated and responded to as many ads.
The result was disheartening. Responded to my ad mercenary or just interesting and stimulating people. Worse then I went when I was replying to other people's ads. Well that was not received answer, otherwise they are also taken for a 'not adequate' I'd had in the mail that I sent, however, very dry and polite. Unbelievable.
The advantage I had, as mentioned, was not in a hurry. One day I get an email in which, along with congratulations for the content of my blog, a woman told me bluntly that I had thought that an ego on the edge of megalomania. " At the same time, however, professed himself to be attracted and intrigued by the way I myself and from what I had been able to guess about me from my writings. One thing he wrote in no uncertain terms: "that was not a candidate for slave," even cited.
My first reaction is was to accept the challenge implied in the words of the woman, because of what it was. Subjugate and subdue it using only the power of the written word and to do so without ever touching it, but not even allow her to see me live, she kneels at my feet. The task was not easy, because there was a natural reluctance and a real fear in her. The reluctance was due to a feeling of intellectual and cultural superiority in relation to most people (especially men) with whom he had to do. The fear was not able to meet a person who she perceived as rigid and perfectionist (correctly). [...] Continue
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